So fucking fed up, of looking at myself and despising every inch i see! Tumblr doesn’t fucking help, all these gorgeous girls with 238471082730198239081723 notes on their photos. Yes it’s shallow to want people to like me for how i look, but truth is, i don’t care and i know looks mean a lot. I’m not even that nice of a person, i’m a fucking mental case and all i care about is, booze and spiderman. Fuck this shit, no more chocolate, chinese food and beer. I even feel sorry for my boyfriend, just seeing his girlfriend get fatter and uglier, so i’m doing this for me and everybody else. I was thin and pretty once, i was probably a bitch but now im just way too nice to everyone and a complete push over. I am not happy, being a chubby little nice girl, i want to be a skinny bitch. How pathetic and ridiculous do i sound? I’m becoming everyone i hate ;’)