about your mcr comment- you're just getting older. and so have they. :) regardless, i know exactly how you feel, i feel the same way too, sometimes i feel like i'm betraying them almost- just for not getting the same butterflies you're speaking of too- but then I remind myself - I've just gotten older.

Finally someone who understands, haha. I do feel like im cheating on a boyfriend or something :’) It must be me getting older, but i’ve always said, that i’ll always love them, i’ve loved them since i was about 12. But, i just can’t be as dedicated and connect with their music now, with this danger days thing. I cried so much when i got that album, because i was so so so excited, i listened to it for months just trying to connect to it, like i did to ‘three cheers’. I’ve never thought about it being me getting older tbh, but i know there will always be a place for them :)